it's safe

What can I say?

Every Thursday - piano class ...

it's just safe - I don't play very well, but I'll not be accused of playing wrong notes, wrong tempo, wrong rhythm or unawareness of the harmonic rhythm...

I wouldn't be accused of anything...

except I'll be corrected, very kindly, patiently corrected ... every week, again and again, until I can do it naturally.

Sometimes I'm afriad that I'll feel ashame of my performance, but everytime after class, I felt relief because my teacher will never ever put me to shame...even though he is Very goood!

Don't know when I started to develop this mentality thinking that if people are very good at something...if I don't perform as well as they are, I will feel shameful.

But it's the exact opposite. If someone is truly....really good at something, they'll be the last person who will try to make you feel ashame.

This is the kindness and gentleness I have been experiencing of Father in Heaven lately...The Lord is good.

This is unbelievable.

This experience.

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So....today's weather is so fine........gentle breeze and a lovely blue sky....

Shawn, Jen, Brian and I walked to the nearby plaza during lunch...under the bridge and across the railway....after getting our sandwich at Krinzo, we ate outside the office, under the shades. It's like a picnic....well...so is this how Rogers is like.........everyday is like a holiday! anyway :)

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Tyndale Accepted me............yay yay...I ran to Lori and told her about the news. I felt really excited. It's my plan....if the major I chose doesn't accept me now, I will apply next year. But they did, I was accepted!!! I am accepted :)

hm....

yeah, I'm just really thankful for Father's guidance. Everything that happens, big and small, brings me to who I am today, prepares me to be where I need to be today....

and last but not least....

DMBC people and friends who are on my heart (whether you know it or not)

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