today and yesterday

Today is such a crappy crappy crappy day in the office. I thankfully accepted this position 10 months ago….but it just bring me right Back at “Square One” just to go over the stupid budgeting and project forecast stuff all over again, which is basically very meaningless.

Honestly, if you walk around the office, you’ll see everybody just sitting there….doing routine things thinking that they’re making meaningful contribution to the world.

And my team…is just a disaster that is NOT cooperative.

Enough of this…Next time, I really need to make good decision, not because of the threatening thoughts that I’m going to run out of money. Or even if that’s so….Stick to your principle and what you have really made up your mind to do.

Waiting and not pursuing my dreams is FAR worst than pursuing and failing. Honestly…I am feeling pretty bad lately, despite all the kind people around me at church or at around the office.

And needless to say…if I have completely made up my mind, I would not have made Justin and Elizabeth confused when I can only help one of them to do something.

Regine, know what you need to do and STICK TO IT!!!!!!

The piano lesson yesterday was SO fabulous!!! It was fabulous when you attract people to come in to check out the piece that my teacher and I were working on. We were focus doing our stuff, but it attracted people. It was wonderful…it should always be like this, instead of advertising what you are doing.

It made an impact…not through the means, but you it just was.

I remembered the first time – I was attracted…
I was having harmony class, and the music in the room next door was SO fabulous, precise and beautiful technically and musically.
My teacher was playing

The 2nd time, I was playing…and that guy whom I had already forgotten his name…swing by.

Yesterday was the 3rd time.

Rachmaninoff – Direction – be intentional to play the important parts - to feed your audience – Audience feels MUCH better when they are Not confused, but know what you Are playing. (The main Theme)

Prelude and Fugue, there has to be some kind of virtuosity in your Fugue David says.
Define virtuosity, David… :P
I am not a dictionary, you cannot expect me to define something…
David did explain what he meant afterwards, but the most important thing I want to remember is

Virtuosity = noble and excellent

Schuman fantasy – I forgot what David asked me to rmb already…

Anyways…finally…
For the 21 years that I had been placed with a piano…last night I PLAYED the piano. Yeah, Play….like I realize yes, having fun with it….music is meant to be FUN!

David was such a Fun teacher…I was glad….

All my blog made him such a dull boring dry person…I hope you will meet him in person!!!

I learn so much!!

Last night, he taught me to … care about my audience … not so much focus about what I am doing, but the impact that I am making and the message that I want to send across. He did not force me to make something happen, he just teach me the right way, and then I learn the right thing, then naturally I grow and mature … with time.

This is a journey… an interesting one.